No, you have been blue pilled, and much like other people who have been you believe you are woke but are not - the trick of the the blue pill is making you think you took the red pill and everything is cool becauz lets face it bro ur chosen right? except real red pilled niggas dont brag about it and say they are red pilled - they don't have to brag about it because they know it's true so wether ur red pilling or blue pilling i recommend u stop that and start green toking instead