i will lick your asshole in a counterclockwise motion passionately stroking ur stinker till u achieve orgasm you little bitch slut fuckin fag i ant gay i hate guy i love womins

I really feel kinda embarassed saying this, but I got a ride home from some guy named Marc and the way he would look at me really freaked me out sometimes. Then, he parked the car onto the side of the road and asked me a bunch of personal questions, like how big is your dick, and how often to you jack off, he started to get down on me and unxipped my zipper and pulled out my cock. I freaked out, and so I through him back and tried to open the car door, he threw me into the backseat and started to suck on me very fast i dunno why i was hard, but i liked it, he started to rip all my clothes off and started to slap me in the face calling me some bitch or something, honestly, at the time, I really enjoyed it but right after I cummed all over his face, I felt really GUILTY and very dirty for he cummed all over my eyes and mouth I felt like an abused whore, could someone help me? I need help